confused

i can't seem to please
anyone.
everything i do
seems to have a
consequenst.
if i try to please one
person, i hurt someone
else's feeling.
so if i try to please, myself
i hurt the people i love.
the only thing that i
could do is that to stay
miserable for the rest
of my life and not please
anyone or myself.
i messed up everyone's life
including my life by leaving
home and try to make it
on my own.
no one supports what i do,
or backs me up.
everyone tells me fuck you,
you can't make it on your own.
and we don't believe in you.